While a few talented writers like Michael Chabon simply finish their MFA + then suddenly become famous, for most of us, we have to build up our weight, to use a boxing analogy. And for that to happen, we need milestones. I consider the publication of my short story, "The Blue Men inside My Head" in the
Fall 2012 issue of the
Antioch Review (which is another story in my collection,
Atlas of Tiny Desires) to be my new milestone. I may not change my writing trajectory with this new publication, but then again, maybe I will. I can only hope that Bob Fogarty, the editor, is right when he says that lots of agents read this journal. If anyone would know, it would be him. Maybe, just maybe, this will finally be my time to find an agent + get my novels into the laps of readers. But if not, I can at least appreciate this moment for what it is + know that I'm creating momentum for my emerging writing career + finding some more readers too. And yo, when I read the contributor's notes of the other fiction writers (Ed Allen, author of two novels + the winner of the 2002 Flannery O'Connor Award, The Chilean-Argentine novelist, Ariel Dorfman, whose work has been published into 40 languages + Robin Romm, a finalist of the Pen/USA prize + also a NYT Notable Book of the Year + Editor's Choice for her memoir), I realize not only that I'm clearly the fluff here, but just as importantly, that I'm fucking honored to be in such impressive company with these fiction writers. I dunno man. To quote one of the best musicals of all time, I feel like something good is coming. But for now, I'm fucking stoked about this
publication. Things are looking up. The world's getting smaller, man.
